Living with Lung Cancer During COVID-19

Lisa Haines, Lung Cancer Survivor
Lisa Haines
Lisa Haines

When I was diagnosed with stage IV lung cancer in 2015, I was extremely sick and my prognosis did not look good. I decided then, with the time I had left, I was going to live each and every day to the fullest. I wanted to do all the things that my husband and I had always talked about doing when we retired, such as travel and spend more time with family and friends, while I was still healthy enough to do so.

Luckily, I responded well to treatment and have since been stable and doing well. I have been able to do a lot of the things I decided I would do and crossed many things off my bucket list. In fact, I had planned to celebrate my 5-year Cancerversary in Vegas with family and friends in March 2020.

Unfortunately, that’s when the COVID-19 pandemic began. The pandemic has really inhibited my mentality to “live each and every day to the fullest” and taken away my ability to do my bucket list items. I imagine this change in mentality is something that many people with late stage cancer are facing right now.

As cancer survivors, we are an incredibly vulnerable population. It’s important for people to realize how significant the risks for lung cancer patients are. Many pre-existing diseases are risky, but many of us with lung cancer have damage to our lungs already or have had a surgery and only have one lung, making the risk of serious illness worse for us. A lot of people don’t seem to understand this.

Worse, some people seem to think that because we are so vulnerable, we should just stay home until the vaccine is available. What they don’t understand is that we already have our life expectancy cut shorter than we ever expected. It feels like COVID is stealing more precious time from me in so many ways. It’s a near-impossible catch-22 that this virus has put us in: try to protect your health but also live at the same time.

That’s why this pandemic has been really difficult for me. The hardest part is what the virus doesn’t allow you to do. Prior to March 2020, I spent about 20-30 hours a week babysitting my grandkids, who live close by. I would see my 86-year-old mother, who also lives nearby, often. I would visit my son, who lives out West, several times a year.  Once the virus hit, I stopped doing all of these things.

I felt trapped in my house. As time went on, it was harder and harder to stay isolated. I would do video calls with my family, but it would just make me feel worse because it wasn’t the same. It became a quality of life issue for me. I am looking at my life in a shorter span to some degree, yet someone was telling me that I can’t see the people I cherish in the time I have left.

Another added stress for me is that my husband is an essential worker and was still required to go into work each day. We of course took added precautious to ensure he wasn’t bringing home the virus, but there’s no way to be certain; there are just so many unknowns. I’m not sure what I would have done if he did get the virus. It’s really difficult to be in the same house and not touch things. All you can do is hope for the best and frequently hand wash.

For me, managing the virus precautions while living with lung cancer ultimately became balancing living life and staying alive. I decided to talk to my doctor about the possibility of seeing my family again. He asked me many questions and ultimately, based on my responses, he was able to understand my need to be with them and gave me his blessing to do what I felt was safe for me. He explained that when COVID starts to affect our quality of life, it is important for lung cancer patients to make choices that they feel are best for them. I am lucky to be stable, off treatment, and not currently immunocompromised, so I decided it as best for me to see my family again. It was my choice to decide what I wanted; I made the choice to live my life.

At first, I only saw my family outside and with masks. However, the day my youngest granddaughter cried because she didn’t recognize me, my heart broke. A week or two later, I started to go inside their home. I used extra sanitizer and washed my hands constantly. As I began to feel safer and the COVID case counts in our area went down, I resumed my normal life with them and go to their house on a regular basis. I consider it my second home. We do our best to take precautions, but I know I’m taking a risk. However, for me, quality of life wins out over COVID.   

I think the best advice I can give for someone struggling is to try to keep as busy as possible. I have used the extra time to keep more involved with advocacy for lung cancer. I even became a LifeLine mentor. I have also been joining the Virtual Meetups; they offer great support and are super helpful for people who might not have family nearby and feel isolation.

While things have improved since the spring, I am starting to worry about winter. Right now, we spend as much time outside as we can. I’m not sure what we’ll do when it gets colder and that’s no longer possible. I will very likely need to isolate again this winter and that’s scary and sad.

Currently, I have 5 airline tickets that are waiting for me to use. I stay hopeful that I will stay healthy long enough that I can use them. I hope for a vaccine that can make it safe for us to go out again. I want COVID to be behind us and be a bad memory.


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Lisa Haines is a stage IV lung cancer survivor who lives in Northeastern Massachusetts with my husband and two Rescue Chiweenie Dogs.  She is mother to two amazing adult sons, one in MA and one living in Southern Cali.  She’s been blessed with two sweet granddaughters (age 1 and 3) who came into her life after her diagnosis and truly were a dream come true.  At this time of her diagnosis, she did not have any grandchildren, but then were something she had always wanted.   They are her world and her newest and greatest inspiration for doing whatever she can to be in their lives as long as possible.   

Other than spending time with her granddaughters, she enjoys supporting other lung cancer patients and is very active with LUNGevity. She is also a moderator in two other FB LC Groups.   Advocacy has become very important to her and it’s something she wants to become more and more involved with.


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Thank you so much for sharing. My dad was recently diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer as well. Reading your story gives me hope that he will be around longer. It’s so hard with this pandemic. I want to hug him and be around him so much but am worried he could get sick. Praying for you during this time and grateful I came across this website. God bless you

Thank you for your story. It brought me hope that my illness doesn’t have to be a death sentence.
God bless you.

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